2nd day back at work but was left on my own the whole day. Felt like walking out at a few points in the day. Came home and immediately went to the kitchen to cook an evening meal and then remembered that I was only cooking for myself. I ended up having a bowl of cereal instead and crying into it. People say you will have to get used to it but I don't know what they mean. I have been married to him for 25 years how do you get used to being alone when he has been at your side that long....